backlog once more

september 1, 2005
12: 20 am

i think everyone who knows me has at least an inkling that i have a neurotic biological clock.. therefore i am usually awake at these hours.. yeah.. anyway.. i cant kick the habit while i still watch attic cat which runs from 10-1030. yeah normal beddy-bye time for most people.

so yeah i went home right after lunch with some peeps right after the math test yesterday. so i got home around 330 since i still went to a net cafe to surf etc.

to start off i woke up extremely pissed. yeah. since i was still mad about not being allowed to the sleepover. so then i got mad because my dad didnt tell me he was leaving at 930 when i could've hitched and saved 20 pesos and about 20 minutes of commuting time. then when i just got into the bathroom my mom asked me to type up her thing which i yelled at her i couldnt do. i resolved to go to am's (happy bday am!:D) without telling my mom and leaving my uncharged cellphone at home just to spite her. but alas, tinamad akong magtungo sa foreign place kanina.. so i went home. i;ve been in a state of awake sleep since i got home. i've been reading this pieace of chick-lit, last chance saloon, from 6 until 930. yeah strange. i didnt even sleep in between i was just locked in my room reading. when i came out to eat dinner i snapped at my mom adn didnt talk. yeah that's right. i've spoken at most 30 words since i got home. my life. happy. i was douyble pissed on the trike home by the way since i was charged for the time i wasnt using the pc in the net cafe anymore and she was just saving my files onto my disket. when i realized this i opened cassy's blog and was only able to read one line before she finally logged me out. it said something along the lines of reading my blog and how she missed it. so in a way the mutual inspiration thing holds between cass and me. since i thirst for her entries too. though i have not been printing them anymore. thank you fixed drive a...

anyway.. why am i here? i was suppossed to be sleeping so i put on my brownman revival cd which made me relax.. then i realized i was hitting the wall to the beat. meaning i had pent up energy meaning i was too restless to sleep. then i remembered i had to free up space on my pathetic diskette so that it wouldnt take 3 minutes for net cafe lady to put my files into it anymore... so here i am..

gah.. am feeling guilty for not going to the gym this whole week. yeah.. since i couldnt go on monday since i thought our math test would be tues. then the teacher moved it so i thought i was going to study for wednesday so homedwelling tuesday. then i thought i needed to regain sleep so not today then not tomorrow since i have an eng12 test on fri and not on fri since i either have an apps party to go to or a movie and a yfc meeting. yeah well..

maybe saturday..4-6? hehe since i cannot afford to miss the season premier of gilmore girls 5. :P

if i havent backlogged before i will say now. lagi akong iniintriga nila jodie kung bakit ko lagi gusto maggym. haha. well i saw john lloyd there once so parang lagi nila hinihirit sakin yun. ew. he went once and never again. haha the fool! anyway..

one particularly hyper wednesday (last wednesday), i actually planned to go to the gym and stay there from 5-8.. yeah three hours. it turns out i was there from 430-almost 9 haha.. anyway... i did the usual routine.. then i signed up for body combat whcih is basically kicking and punching to music like ricky martin's she bangs etc.. near the end of the class, this dude comes in and is apparently friends with the instructor.. he had tanned skin and almost waist-length hair in a half-pony. yeah odd. i knew right away he wasnt just a member because it was like knowing a dude with a mohawk isnt a freshie at up hehe... anyway.. yun gwapo siya.. in a native american way haha. at ang galing niya magpushups.. :P

ang labo ko noh? ganyan lang talga pag baliw ka..


oonga pala i checked into depression yesterday when my mom refused to let me go to mitch's sleepover and have been in painful apathy since then. yeah. i know the moment i have been fetched from the apps party OR i have been allowed to sleep over i will be happy again. or maybe not. basta.. it will depend upon that...

my mind-numb state is giving way to me watching two dvds a night and the gma telebabad. yeah minsan pati kilitv ng gma napapanood ka pa. sadly no oprah for me since it is just about done after attic cat...

i wish th computer will be all right by next week. seriously i need personal net connection bad. withdrawal is making life bad for me..

oh yeah ive mentioned that i finished our 90-minute test in less than 60 minutes... since i had 30 mintues to wait. teacher would not let us pass early. i decided to draw the scene outside the door of our classroom. that took about 5 minutes so i just slept.. haha..

i woke up at 5-7 minute intervals and had different dreams for each haha.. my last one had a ship in it. a pirates ship. and me and some toehr peeps i didnt know were in the indoor part. the cabin i think. and there was a roar of sound. like raging waves or ferocious winds..
"that is the sound of the raging sea!"
"no that is the sound of a hundred hungry men!" *seriously that was the convo in my dream*
we look out and we see the crew who are apparantly the hungry men and see that some of them are gathered in a circle around a car tire and are biting into it like it is a communal giant donut.

i wake up because the vision is scary. a few seconds later, my teacher walks in and writes that the time left is 3 minutes.

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am searching for net summaries.. cant find a faust one! damn!!! :P