in net cafe once again

yes net still not here....

hah so sad...

a, here to type handouts for report tomorrow in eng1 which i am unprepared for.. gahh

have yfc covenant orienctaiotn in a few..

thanks to all who came, to all who greeted.. :D

thanks to din and gina for the gossip girl book which i have already finsihed... :D

gah no net..

sira ung modem namin kaya medyop hindi ako updated.. i am sure pag balik ko sobrang haba na ng entry...

haha i was so happy today napublosh ako sa young blood at last!!!! haha jun22 ko pa pala sinend un!! napakashock!! hehe so im very happty today!!! im published!!! pangarap ko talga un!!! hehe

tapos sad rin dahil si kirsten pala umalis na.. didnt get to say goodbye! :(
gahh.. wala pa akong link sa inq7.net.. hehe

anyway!! read the papers today! PDI!! sa opinions page tapos dun sa pinakaright nandun pangalan ko at ang atikulo kong entitled lost idealism.. anyway yun.. haha

day okay.. modem broken so no home net..


there.. finsihed hp6 yeah ive said that.. hehe... bought new pants.. and am guilty coz they cost my all my shirts combined.. yeah.. anyway.. leaving 30 ,im lang sabi ko dito sa net cafe

post HPHBP syndrome

nagdedelirio na ako sa antok kahit magttwo palang. gash. ang pangit ng last sentence!!

putek ka hbp!!! putek ka!!!!

happy bday to my other bloggie!!!

should i stay or should i go? *warning: hp6 semi-spoilers*

i have come to the point in the book where i am reading so fast i have to backtrack for some minor details and i have suddenly wished the bookto never end. yes i have arrived there..

at chapter 26.. damn you bruce for telling me what chapter bad things must happen!!

damn..

i want to stop so i have something to read tomorrow. i want to continue to finish the thing already and be in the know!!

gahh!!!

that is why ia m online now.. to stall.. :P

anyway.. yun

my other blogs bday is tomorrow!!

im more than half done with hp6 the happiness!! :D

anyway..
*a bday wish list again*
i decide that i want:

1. a cd of imago's first album. yeah. i do not know where in the world there are copies being sold but there...

2. sunglasses. giant ones coz frames make me dizzy haha... and never in yellow or orange tint since that makes the world brighter instead of dimmer for lil old night-loving me.. haha

3. internet prepaid cards still a must haha. isp reloaded please..

4.

is that it? yeah. unless you can buy me hp6 which i may ask my ninang for.. anyway.. yun lang..

have to do lots of things since i have been putting them off:

1. bio proj, pedigree for family, 3 generations
2. eng 1 report, make riddle, make paragraph, contact joy
3. socsci1 test!!! aug2!!!
4. eng12 read goethe faust
5. math17 quiz??
6. ie10 paper!!! due this wed!! problems concerning operations management IEs can solve and why.

ang galing!! lahat na yan ng subjects ko!! haha except PE for which i am going to the game tomorrow..

go to other blog: cerealkiller

i may be abandoning my whole once a day routine after that blog's bday.. hmm// maybe not pero depende na sa mundo ko.. anyway.. yun..

no school from 1 onwards!

yeah.. investiture no classes. so fun.

went to sm north. dance maniaxed. some karaoked. fun! studio pic! again! pretty!

met ching and people and zy and people at arcades.. haha..

un lang. im not in mood to elaborate, we were extremely noisy and we had loads of fun. jodie and denice are addicts now to dance maniax.. haha!

nung morning had reports for two groups, talked to group. planned meeting for tomorrow..

asked mizuho (our jap xchange student classsmate) for her age.

me: mizuho, how old are you?
mizuho: me? im 23.
me: oh.. *kinda shocked*
mizuho: how aboout you? how old are you?
me: 16..
mizuho: 16???????
me: turning 17 next week..
...
mizuho: (referring to bruce) how old are you?
bruce: 16
mizuho and kelvin: 16????
bruce: turning 17 in august..

kelvin is another classmate.. wow ang tanda hehe..

wala lang.. masya siya kausapin kahit na kelangan iminimize ang tagalog words *which i dont really find hard* haha.. but she reacts slow though hehe.. she still hasnt fully grasped english. :P

math quiz tomorrow. i think i wil do fairly well as i understand the lesson.. hmm.. fun.. anyway.. bern is crazy, denice is high, i am now goblin #3, she-who-must-not-be-named has been unanimously avoided, i injured brucie the other day with my wallet, princess has also contributed and wounded him on the back with a pinch, etc etc! :D

bye? i guess

15 people ie version

this is my ie version of 15 people.. i dunno. do i know 15 people?

The Rules:
1. Write something about 15 different people.
2. You can NOT say who they are.
3. If someone asks you which one is about them, you can NOT tell.

Descriptions:

1. the first ie dude i met, kasabay namin siya ni claro sa car ni donna papuntang tambay galing MB... akala ng mga tao pisay rin siya dahil kasama niya ako, si c3 at eric. haha pero hindi taga-probinsya daw siya. kung isipin ko ngayon, aKala ko innocent boy siya :)) whatta laugh! favorite color niya orange at mahilig siya sa FHM. :P

2. siya yung katabi ko sa orientation thing dun sa theater ba yun? cant remember basta yun! yung thing na may libreng Universal Robina Corp products..? yun! shinare niya na kilala na niya yung katabi niya dati dahil nagkita na sila sa isang interscho comp.. :P sinabi niya rin ang school niya at kilala niya pala ang soulmate ko dahil pareho sila ng alma mater.. trivia: he grew 11 inches through high school :P

3. ito naman! una ko siyang nakilala dahil may iec thing tapos sinabayan siya ni gel dun. so yun pinakilala ako. nafeefeel ko ang masungit gay vibes niya pero later friends na kami *haha labo* ngayon siya ang pinakamamahal kong buddy!!! woohoo! and future classmate sa panphil next sem :P

4. nakilala ko lang siya a day or two after the iec orientation. kasi naman hindi ako masyado friendly haha.. nagconf ang mga tao sa ym at tinanung ko itsura niya.. so yun, nagPM siya para makita ko avatar niya. so yun.. friend.. potential kasabay umuwi! woohoo!! isa sa mga malalabong tao.. haha.. at dont forget! akala ko masungit siya *sa itsura nung avatar pic niya :P*!!!! btw, kamukha niya daw si kaye commandante hahaha

5. isa pang late ko na nakilala.. kasabay siguro ni 4 pero mas alala ko mukha nito dahil nung iec orientation, punta siya ng punta kay claro.. ka-share niya ng alma mater si 2, that's why they're friends :D matindi magmatch ng damit haha at ang model for our block nung eng'g freshie week.. :P

6. nakilala ko lang siya sa iec "party" sa balay kalinaw.. wait lang.. im not sure.. haha.. siguro.. inaassociate ko ang pangalan niya more to males haha pero ngayo nasanay na rin ako.. haha.. medyo quiet pero im sure malabo rin ito! hahaha.. kapareho ko siya ng school!! ibang "branch" nga lang.. :P

7. ang notorious na si 7 haha.. labo.. madalas niyang kasama si 6 at naaliwa ako sa kanya.. haha ang labong description.. kasama namin ni 6 at 3 na mag videoke sa sm north one sad wednesday afternoon haha.. :P

8. oh ito im sure nung iec "party" ko lang siya nakilala.. hehe kasama niya si 9 at mukha siyang mabait.. later ko lang malalaman na may topak itong malaiki!! haha.. mahal ko tong babaeng ito wag lang sana siya magpasagasa sa altis habang papuntang SC :)).. haha kaya mo yan pare! matutong hindi pumasok ng lasing! *joke* hoy tseh! haha

9. ito yung maingay na makulit pag math17 bago dumating si sir.. haha nung isang week ang tagal niyang nawala at natakot rin ako sa kanya dahil nahanap niya blog ko haha.. bakit nakakatakot? dahil hindi ko alala piangsasabi ko nun! :P kalabuan!! woohoo! siya nga ung kasama ni 8 sa iec party hehe

10. o bakit 10 lang siya?? dahil nakalimutan ko kung kelan ko siya nakilala.. actually before classes kilala ko na ito thanks to the net! isa pa itong kasabay umuwi!! woohoo!! hehe.. makulit at kapartner ko sa Qpids season one. :P

11. oh! ito! malabong tao! tara! pangasinan tayo! woohoo!! hehe.. pero seriously minsan malabo siya pero kaya naman ang kanyang corny jokes at malabong hirit.. mabait naman haha at makulit magblog.. amazed the amazed siya kay mr oblation scholar dahil kaklase niya sa math:P

12. ito rin! online friend!! woohoo!! so fun!! hindi kami gaano close pero okay lang! magaling *in my untrained eyes haha* magvolleyball at kasama lagi ni 10 at 11 sa tambayan :D...

13. ang manghuhula! haha dapt yun palang okay na eh haha pero pwede pa namang magsalita.. :P ito yung malabong mahilig tumawa, forever high at umuuwing cavite! oh yes! *clap* tatawa! oh diba? convenient

14. laging kasama ni 13.. friends kasi sila sa DOST thing.. :P akala namin dati old school classamtes sila but no.. hiniram niya ang book 5 ko tuloy hindi ko na marecheck yung ending haha.. :P

15. ang berdugo!!! woohoo!! malupit magmura at manapak! masakit magmahal at ayaw umuwi.. sino kaya yun?

*syempre addtional*

16. ang mahal kong mahilig rin magblog! oh ha! mahal ko daw siya! yikee!! weird ang pangalan niya at malabo ang derivation ito haha.. yun..

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today nagmarketing seminar lang kami. naaliw ako dun sa sponsorship marketing at narealize ko na malabo kaming kumuha ng sponsors dati :P

un.. tapos nagasaran sa may manhole, nagSM north, nagbball at dance maniax.. adik an si jod at denice haha.. naglunch sa BK nagikot, nagpapic, nagikot, umuwi. oh diba? ang galing!

masya na ako.. babalik na ako sa pagbabasa ng book6.. napiss off ako kanian eh kaya ako tumigil.. :P byers! *acquired from tazha.. sorry*

book 6 blues

i dont have book 6. so sad of me.. oh yes.. nakapila na ako sa copy ng reinoso family at baka sa corpuz family na rin pero sobrang malabo dun dahil dalwa pa ata magbabasa.. ang sad. si bruce pa mean dahil snspoil niya yung ibang major parts.. damn..

i need copy!!! kahit one page a day bruce! okay lang ipaxerox mo!!! hahah... or ebook.. or whhatever! basta makabasa ako!! *parang adik ba? i am holding on to my 2-year hope that jk rowling will redeem the story with the 6th installment*

zo found an ebook!!!! OMG!!! ang ganda mo emzo!!! napakaganda mo!!!!

woohoo!! sana matinong copy :P

hah yun... wlaa lang. shit yung eng12 test kanina.. over 100, 5 questions..

math was boring as always..

socsci we had an activity and am's payong is cute!


damn.. bakit ako nagregress to msgr6?? beta si zo!! now i have to wait for him to upload it.. haaay..

anyway.. have to wait.. at least i can hope.. :P

haha wala lang.. masya.. nanood ako ng darna at masaya.. pangit yung actors etc pero nasisiyahan ako.. o baka dahil hyper lang talga ako..

tatapusin ko ang bridget jones tonight para mabasa ko yung bakit baligtad.. haha ang labo..

manonood ba ako ng pagdadalaga ni maximo oliveros? parang masya.. pero ibig sabihin nun hindi ako pwede maglaab dahil 2 consecutive nights ako uuwi ng gabi.. hmm.. laab? maximo oliveros?? hmm.. :P

emzo!! find a way!! THANK YOOOOUUUU!!!

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haha am currently submerged in harry potter happiness.. i am tempted to not go to school tomorrow but i know i will get bored if i stay longer than 10 hours in the house. at pera rin un ha! :P

anyway im up to page 120 something and i am hooked.. i said i would sleep at 11 but well it is 12 past and i am still up..

haha so fun! sana pwede ko nalang iprint.. pero hindi.. :(

sheeeeeeeet...

got home at six. early for me. anyway..

napagisip ako sa bio kasi nanood kami ng film about assissted reproduction. tapos may case dun, si molly may leukemia and they have not found a bone marrow match for her. in their 3 years ata of looking. so her parents decided to get the help of genetcists. sound familiar? yeah its the plot of my sister's keeper..

anyway parang ang sakit naman nun diba? tapos yung girl pa na parents sinasabi sa kanay na they're playing God to have this other child to save molly but she says, what if you were in my shoes? would you not do this too?

i really dont know..

am cramming lots of things into my head for test tomorrow in eng12.. haha buti nalang open everything! haha.. :P

yun.. bad trip ako from 2:10 up to 3:00 dahil nun nagsink in sakin na wala na si cassy.. pero okay lang naging hyper ako sa tambayan..

natapos ko na ang aking 30 hours!!! woohoo!!

anyway gtg. sis uses fone...

kakauwi ko lang mula sa maganda kong araw

masama ako. hindi ba? hindi ako nagmisa today. ang sad ko naman.

well..

got up at 8, left the house at nine, got to UP at 10 watched UP vs. UST males but got signed for UP vs NU females too!! woohoo!!

with ching, went to SC to eat, went to katips to laugh at local gossip mags and bought a few. went to ateneo, was lusaw the whole game. UP won of course. 81-59..

then waited for paul and wang so that joba can bring us nearer to UP and we leave at 510. get to UP a few minutes later and board an SM jeep. get to SM, buy velvet revolver album for 475*yes i am financially drained now* and walked to cassy's.

got there at 6. got in. bonding with cass and ching and later chi-chi. oh yes how fun. ate dinner, etc. left at 845. had a useless final goodbye to cassy and could not feel the leavingness of her aura.. waited for a freakin 25 mins for a jeep to UP, got there around 945, boarded a jeep sa balara, got a cainta jeep, got a tricycle home arrived at 1030. my mother does not say anything that is scolding.

i have resolved in the tricycle home that if they are mad at me for arriving so late without permission i shall propose my two week grounding. yes i will propose. haha ang labo talga... na uuwi ako before 5 everyday until jul30. oh ha?? i was ready to do that. pero yun.. bahala na tom..

anyway.. yun.. i got home really late and had to walk around in the darkness. i got guilty. parang ang tagal nang hindi nanyayari. pero guilty ako kanina. amazing. maaga na talga ako uuwi. kahit na tamad na tamad ako. you should know, i dont like going home. nope. i dont. i do nothing here,,

anyway... yun lang ang araw ko.. oo ang boring ng araw ko.. except pasaway nga ako.. gusto kong iwanan muna ako ng parents ko.. seryoso. gusto kong magsaya habang first year pa.. gusto kong magsaya habang first sem pa.. haaaay...

kami ni ching magkasama kanina *sinabi ko na* at nagshshare kami ng aming mga assumed kagalaan stories.. lalo na nung debut ni momz..

maaga siya umuwi sabi "talga? aalis ka? weh.. magCCR ka lang eh.. " haha sakin naman
"oh? uwi ka? weh.. hindi kaya. seryoso? hindi ka magoovernight???"

oh ha. mga tunay na gala. pero op cors mas gala naman si ching sa akin.. :P kasi ako medyo controlled.. pero seriously.. hindi naman ako ganun ka gala ah!! pinupuntahan ko lang naman lahat ng mall trips, lahat ng overnight at namimilit na puntahan lahat ng batch party.. haha..

ayoko rin ng umuuwi eh so yun... basically yun ung root of all these things. ayokong umuuwi haha..

basta..

yun..

masya sa bahay ni cass.. mamimiss ko ang gagang ito. siya ang pinakakaclose ko sa mga nagdespidida siya pa ung aalis na agad bukas.. haaaay buhay..

hindi emosyonal ang aking pagpapaalam sa kanya.. pero feel ko pagnagsink in na talga na hindi lang nagkukulong sa bahay si casssandra joyce ay sasakit rin ito haha. pero hindi pa ngayon. prang napakalapit niya pa. ang hirap maisip na aalis na nga siya..

siguro iisipin ko na nga lang na tagamanila siya.. gaya ni gina. pero kung isipin si ginang mahal ko ay iba kay cassyng mahal ko.. haay nako..

shet kelangan bilangin ang iimbitahin sa bday ko dahil baka di na namin mareach ang magiging bill sa resto.. shet..

chimomz! youre gift is coming as soon as i can save up money again.. sorry mga two weeks pa un. i just blew two weeks worth of savings on cass. im not regretful, nireregret ko yung candy at seventeen kong binili na parehong walang kwenta..

wala lang..

hindi pa ata ako nagblog tungkol sa nung sat.. ang ganda ng debut ni momz! may 2 AV presentation tapos yung isa puro mga video ng mga naghahappy bday sa kanya.. dun sa pinakahuli naghappy bday sa kanya si miguel at amante!!!! woww!!! as in sobrang tumitili na kami nila din sa likod :P

haha at syempre masya nung nagsasayawan na to the music of chubibo and random rnb tracks.. :P

haha surprise candle pala ako! ang galing! hindi ko alam! :P masaya siya in fairness. yung mga tao parang gusto narin ata magformal debut :P

thanks momz for inviting me! thanks! ang saya, ang sarap ng food, ang entertaining ng emcees, ang ganda ng mga tao *op cors including you and me :P*, at napakahappy lang! woohoo!! :D

i was very ate that i did not abot the kirsten song. oh how sad my buhay naman ano? hehe la lang conyo speak :P

thank you cassy, i am currently using one of your bday gifts to me :P haha

frincess!! ginawan kita ng testi!! para msaya :P wala lang nasapian ako :D

yun wala lang.. bbye. tulog school.. ganda nga pala ng bridget jones. nasasadden lang ako dahil im starting from fluff read again para mabalik ang aking interes sa cultural shit.. :P haha

eric! borrow ng HP6!! denice! may bob ong book 2 ka ba? miggy! pahiram ng illustrated version ng da vinci code!!

hehe oh ha? masaya..

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pero ito added

cassandra.
hindi ko hinanda ang sarili ko sa iyong pagkawala
ayoko pang isipin ngayon
pero alam kong malapit na
malapit nang sumalpak sa aking pagmumukha ang katotohanang mawawala ka sa aming piling ng halos limang buwan

hindi ko pa nararamdaman ngayon
pero malapit na
makikita ko nalang na gising na ako sa katotohanang
iba na ang cell number mo
wala ka na sa bansa
at hindi na kita makikita sa corridor/ hallway/ kalye
at hindi na tayo magtatakbuhan na parang pinaghiwalay na nagmamahalan na magsasama sa bisig ng isa't isa nang biglang iilag sa embrace na ito

wala na yun
pero siguro sa desyembre, buwan ng kalamigan at kasiyahan
magkakapiling tayo
at muling mabubuhay ang ating kagandahang pagsalubong sa isa't isa

sana
walang magbago
at sa panahong iyon
kilala pa natin ang isat isa
at naiintindihan parin natin ang importansya ng kabangagan..


*ginawa ko sa tabulas at inad lang dito :P*

survey modes na naman

1. Buong pangalan?
patricia joy meris aguila

2. Anong nararamdaman mo ngayon?
sleepy and tired.. medyo lang 2 am na!

3. Bakit yun ang nararamdaman mo?
sabi nang...

4. Saan mo gusto pumunta ngayon?
sa UP at dun na tuluyang manirahan.. oo ayoko na sa bahay..

5. Kung may yayakapin ka ngayon ano o sino yun?
malay ko.. anyone of my friends??

6. Kung may chance kang bumuhay ng isang *putol siya*


7. Anong kanta ang lagi mong kinakanta pag nasa
banyo ka?
depende sa pnplay sa radio bago ako pumuntang banyo.. pag simple plan finoforce ko out of my head using gwen stefani haha

8. Sinong katabi mo ngayon?
chair...

9. Kung papipiliin ka, sino pipiliin mo: mahal mo na
di ka mahal, o mahal ka na di mo mahal?

"are you gonna stay with the one who loves you?
are you gonna leave with the one you love?"

oh ha whattaquote.. malay ko ba..

10. Sinong gusto mong makausap ngayon?
kahit sino.. acutally okay nang nagbblog ako.. hindi naman ako masyado talkative ngayon eh

11. Kung hindi ka ikaw ngayon, sino ka?
si patag pag tulog :P

12. Ano pinakamalungkot na nangyari sa'yo?
nung nireregret ko yung high school life ko. nung sobrang nainis ako sa ie at gusto ko nang magshift to bio at naisip kong gusto kong magdoktor. at naisip kong tanga ako para hindi pumasang intarmed.. parehong moment yan ha!

13. Anong kanta ang gusto mong i-play pag
namatay ka na?

wag lang novlety song o simle plan song.. :P

14. Kung bibigyan mo yung mahal mo ng bulaklak,
ano yun?
ano alin? yung bulaklak?? ang labo ng tanong mo pare!

15. Anong talent mo?
uh.. writing? haha ang labo.. pero mostly making people laugh.. masaya ako sa ganung gawain :P

16. Ma-pride ka bang tao?
kinda :P

17. Anong isang bagay na gusto mong makuha
ngayon?
DSL :P

18.cnong artista ang kinalolokohan mo ngayon?
.. wala actually pero niluluksa ko ang pagkasakit ni brad pitt.. :(

19. Sino ang kinakainisan mo ngayon?
im not telling. baka mabasa.. alam mo na :P

20. Anong pelikula ang gusto mong panoorin
ngayon?
pinoy blonde, herbie fully loaded.. isa pa.. fantastic four!

21. Kung bida ka sa isang pelikula, sino gusto
mong leading man/lady mo?
malay ko ba.. haha..

22. Kung di mo pangalan ang pangalan mo
ngayon, ano ang pangalan mo?
i have no idea! unanimous decision ng buong angkan ang aking pagiging patricia joy!!!

23. Kung may gusto kang balikan sa nakaraan
mo, ano yun?
syempre high school.. parang wala na sa memorya ko ang elem eh

24. Masaya ba ang kwento ng buhay mo?
sa tingin ko hindi.. pero kung isipin mp hindi rin naman malungkot...

25. Kung papayagan kang pumatay ngayon, sino
ang papatayin mo?
wala.. i think.. haha

26. Sino ang pinakaimportanteng tao ngayon sa
buhay mo?
hindi ko alam.. tie lahat ng friends ko??

27. Ano ang pinaka-pangarap mong maging nung
bata ka pa?
doktor

28. Kung singer ka, sinong singer ang gusto mong
maka-duet? cno b??
si aia de leon.. idol ko yun tol! shet ang galing.. o si echo ng boldstar.. isa pa ito!!

29. Sa tingin mo, bakit kailangang magmahal?
i have no idea.. :P

30. Isang pelikula na talagang iniyakan mo?
i am sam.. sino ba naman hindi iiyak dun???

31. Ano ang pinaka-ayaw mong ugali ng isang tao?
fake

32. Anong theme song ng buhay mo?
hindi ko lang alam.. pero baka meron..

33. Kung pwede mong i-rewind ang oras, saan ka
hihinto?
first year high

34. Kaya mo bang pakawalan ang taong mahal
mo?
i wish.. haha masyado ako attached..

35. Anong gusto mong mangyari sa future mo?
yumaman at makapagbalik eskwela para sa bio.. :P

36. Kung bibigyan ka ng powers, anong gusto mo?
teleportation. nakakatamad magcommute

37. Sino ang pinaka-kontrabida sa buhay mo?
onga, bern. baka sarili ko rin...

38. Kung may babaguhin ka sa mundo, ano yun?
nothing. God does what has to be done.. oh ha??

39. Anong lugar ang gusto mong puntahan 1 day
bago ka mamatay?
hindi ko alam. pero alam ko masya dun...

from bern, friendster

*nagsusurvey ako pag hindi na kaya ng utak kong magisip ng sasabihin pero gusto ko parin magblog.. :P*

*bakit pag nagbrowse ka sa friendster pics ng mga tao parang napakasaya ng buhay nila.. sinasabi lang sakin ng mga tao parang ang bata ko daw.. :P*

haha ayoko nana gmagsurvey.. haha friendster surfing nalang ako :P bye

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eh to definitely strage na survey.. from jodie, friendster

wHat will yOu saY if yOur cruSh askS anD teLL U
diS..

1. "is this seat taken?"
**nope!

2. "gs2 m b Tumambay sa My SAmeN?
**san ka ba nakatira?

3. "may problema kC ako..."
**oh? really? *haha*

4."lam mo ako na ata pinaka malungkot
na tao sa mundo.."
**talga? wow akala ko ako :))

5. "hey, i wz just curious why you were
staring at me a while ago.."
**sheT ang feeling moh pre!

6."may boyfriend/girlfriend k n b?
**wala bakit??

7. "grabe ang sweet mo talaga! sana ikaw
nalang minahal ko.."
***unisex ba ang survey na ito?? i think not*

8. "pwede m b ko tulungan kung pano ako
mapapansin ni..
**wow sakin pa talga humingi ng advice di ba.. :P

9."grabe naiinlove na ata ako kay..."
[hindi ikaw]
**pare, ligawan mo!

10. "karapat dapat ba sya para sakin?"
[mabait yung girl/ guy and mahal ng crush mo
pero nalaman mo na nagddrugs sya, sasabihin
mo ba o hindi?]
**its your choice..

11. "bakit parang napapansin ko nagiging close
ka
sakin?"
**ayaw mo? eh di wag! dun nalang ako kay.. *haha*

12. "layuan mo nga ako.. cno ka ba?"
**gago! si aptag to!

13. "ano ulit pangalan mo?"
**lolo, okay lang po kayo?

14. pumunta sya sa b-day party mo at
hindi ka man lang napansin...
**may party ako??? wow!

15. "bat pag kasama kita, mas masaya
ako kesa sa kasama ko..." [yung mahal nya]
**haha dahil ako masya :P

16. "ano bang pwede mOng gawin paRa
patUNayan mo Na maHaL mo ko?"
***hindi talga ito unisex noh?? haha*

17. "one night stand gusto mo?"
***tanga! uluping! ungas!*

*haha ang labo ng mga answer ko. pero isipin mo, hindi ako nagkakacrush sa hindi ko kaibigan.. so yun.. tanga nga lang talga siya kung di niya alam pangalan ko!!*



from ate kit, friendster

1. Last pLace i've been
bahay ni marian.. yfc core meeting

2. my name is
pat

3. They say I am
patagy! :P

4. Yesterday
hung out near yakal haha

5. Last person who missed called?
melyssa :P sorry dearie!

6. Last person you called?
melyssa rin haha :P

7. Last name in your received calls?
my mother it think.. or father.. it does not matter which parent.. basta parent

8. How old are you?
16 haha parin!!

9. What music is playing?
wala. ayokong bulabugin yung maid sa kanyang paghihimbing

10. last thing I drank?
coke

11. Last thing I bought
carbonated water c/o brucie's money

12. I want to
sleep.. pwede ring shift :P lalalaa

13. I really hate
fakers


14. I have a crush on
no one.. yes sad..

15. I like
the net, movies, books..


HAVE YOU EVER ::
1. got wasted?
pwede na rin :))

2. ran away?
sadly no

3. broken someone's heart?
nope

4. had ur heart broken?
nope

5. cried when someone died?
nope

6. broken a bone?
nope

7. cried in school?
oo! naku ilang beses pa ba?? haha pero puro high school.. walang grade school *labo noh??*

THIS OR THAT ::
1. coke or pepsi?
coke

2. sprite or 7up?
kahit alin

3. flowers or candies?
candy!

4. quiet or loud?
loud

5. blondes or brunettes?
brunette!

6. tall or short?
tall!!! :P

7.jeans or shorts?
jeans?

WHAT/WHO IS ::
1. ur good luck charm?
wala..

2. persons u hate most?
wala rin to

3. fave number/s?
16, 17, 64 *labo.. dati 1,3,5 yan eh :P*

WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ::
1. color/s?
right now: black, brown, gray

2. movie/s?
eternal sunshine of a spotless mind, mr and mrs smith.. the first two things i remembered :P

3. book?
life history of a star parin!! :P

4. subject/s in school?
biology.. :D

5. holiday/s?
christmas! the cool!

6. season?
summer

WHO ::
1. makes u laugh d most?
friends.. :D

2. makes u smile?
syempre sila rin naman

3. has a crush on u?
wala.. i guess

DO YOU EVER ::
1. sit by d phone waiting for a call
haha sit by the pc waiting for someone to get OL :P pero not really.. :P

2. save messenger conversations?
yeah. nakaon archiving ko.. minsan may mga baliw na convo na gusto mo na rin ikeep eh :P

3. save emails?
nope.. kinekeep ko lang yung mga unread at may attachmetns :d

4. wish u were someone else?
not right now. haha

5. cried bcoz of someone's mean words?
yeah. guess whose..

from kate, friendster

BASICS
1 name -patag
2 sex - f
3 birthday - 7.30.88
4 age. - 16
5 height - 5'2"-ish?.. basta nakaabot na ng 5!
6 weight - malay ko haha
7 build - mesomorph. ay hindi ba ganung build yung hinihingi? hehe oh shit.. baka endomorph.. gally.. i have to hit the candymags again!
8 hair color - black.. or brown as people will properly call it
9 body color - kayumanggi-ish haha.. people used to say i was on the lgihter side but not anymore!
10 eye color - dark brown almsot black

DO YOU WANT...
11 an old fashioned car? yeah!
12 a big bike? - not really
13 a MAGLEV? - wth?!
14 a concorde? - yeah!
15 a round the world ticket? -:D yeah!
16 to be the most beautiful/handsome? okay lang na hindi
17 to have powers? - syempre!
18 to be the richest in the world? - if only haha
19 to own a powerful corporation? - yea! para pilipino naman! hanep!
20 oneway ticket to mars?- pano naman ako mabubuhay dun?? ano beh??


FAVORITES
21 color - black, gray, brown
22 hair color - ito nalang pare.. black
23 pet - wala
24 wild animal - wala lang.. haha
25 country - pilipinas op cors.. but i wanna go to france!
26 food - not very picky.. wag lang corn
27 drink - water
28 color for a casual wear - random!
29 race to marry - does it matter?
30 pasttime - blogging.. haha net surfing


**what i ansered stops here.. aalis na ako.. update ko some time else.. its past 3 na..*
edit: ako na yung answers nito ngayon..
IF YOU WERE A/AN...
31 plant - i cant move
32 animal - i will have fur haha
33 disease - ?? i dont get it
34 country - phil parin haha
35 god - i'd be a god?? ano to greek??
36 goddess - so greek nga no kasi may goddess.. :P
37 cartoon hero/heroine - sailormoon?
38 cartoon villain - malay ko.. ayoko sa masama.. :P
39 insect - dapat sasabihin ko spider pero hindi nga pala insekto yun.. so langgam nalang :P
40 monster - yung sa encantadia.. yung malaking matangkad na hairy object :P pwede ring si imau.. :))

LIKES
41 part of the face - eyes
42 part of the body - hands
43 internal organ - heart *masaya siya dahil may beat siya. oh ha? anong ibang organ ang may beat?? wala di ba??*
44 attitude - hyper
45 kind of shirt - yung masya.. seryoso may mga masayang tshirt at may sad na tshirt.. hindi ko lang madefine haha
46 kind of pants - khaki.. pero wala ako nun.. cords.. pero wala rin ako nun hahahaha
47 kind of shoes - chucks! and futsal shoes
48 kind of headdress - headress?? beret para masya!
49 accessories - bracelets or necklaces turned bracelets..
50 power - teleportation!!! oh yes!!

WHAT WOULD YOU PREFER BETTER?
51 good looks yet stupid/ smart yet ugly- smart yet ugly bwahahaha
52 sexy/chubby - sexy
53 tall/short - tall
54 taller/shorter than you - taller than me
55 fart/burp - burp
56 old castle/an island - island!! para may beach!!
57 dinosaurs/dragons of all kinds - dragons. dahil meron nun sa harry potter
58 sorcerer/witch - witch. para siguradong babae :))
59 samurai/ninja - ninja.. mas pangit ang suot! haha
60 guard/assassin - assassin, mas agile sila eh

OTHERS
61 what are you doing before this? net surfin
62 after this? make up.. debut tonight!
63 look at your back, what will you see? bookshelf
64 last person you say hi to? my lil bro
65 last person you say hello to? last person i say hello to? eh di yung huli ko nang nakita!!
66 first thing you do berfore eating breakfast? hilamos, mumog, etc
67 wt do you usually eat? assorted food..
68 wt do you usually drink besides water? wala tubig lang.. kasi carbonated water yung isa ko pang iniinom eh :P
69 whats the very last word you said this day? "hindi ka pa tapos dyan, ding?" *ding is my sister's nickname*
70 stand and look left, what do you see? my dress for tonight
71 kissed a computer monitor? hell no
72 handle a house mouse? no!!
73 handle a frog w/ bare hands? - yes.patay na siya..
74 point finger to NE, what are you pointing at? window..
75 had an operation? no
76 date today? - 07.16.05
77 day yesterday? - friday
78 greatest dream?hindi ko alam
79 2nd greatest dream? hidni ko nga alam eh
80 close your eyes, first to imagine? -seryoso wala haha hindi ako masyado mabrain ngayon eh

NAME A PERSON
81 black - i can think of no one
82 blue -neither
83 brown - me, i like brown
84 gold - wala rin
85 gray - me, i like gray :))
86 green - mariel
87 orange - zy
88 peach - i dont know
89 pink - mel
90 purple - kirsten
91 red - hazel
92 silver - seagar haha si michael
93 white - wala rin eh haha
94 yellow - klar
95 transparent - glass. oo yan lang pumasok sa utak ko
96 platinum - ano to??
97 cream - chucks.. yeah yun talga naisip ko

3 WISHES FOR A D JINNI TO GRANT
98 maresolve na itong mess with gloria
99 yumaman para makapagaral na ng bio
100 DSL!!! haha aprang ang babaw ano??

btw, jodie, roana is spelled with one n hehe :P

wala lang.. ang bagal ng pc namin hindi ko alam kung bakit.. baka kelangan ko na naman mag linis ng files at abubot.. oh ha astig ako na naman ang naglilinis ng pc! :P

________________--

binalikan ko ang accoutn ko sa snowflake ung age guessing game. ginamit ko yung grad pic formal ko na black and white. ave ko ngayon ay 18 instead of yung dating 16 sa pic ko friendster.. haha labo :P

the yfc meeting saves me

so ano na?
kakauwi ko lang! ang galing hindi ba?
late akong umalis ng UP... hinitay pa naming magmadali nang maglakad ang mga tao papuntang st luis loves dem filipinos bago nagyayang umuwi sila jodie at stevie..

so yun.. late na nga pauwi.. nung nasa katips jeep kami, chineck ko msgs ko! wow! may core meeting!!

so yun.. the yfc has saved me from telling my dad that i didnt go home early just coz i didnt want to.. haha at akala niya nasa sta lu ako tumtingin ng gift for momz *yes, i am cramming im sorry..*

oh yun.. i just ate dinner, stared for a while at the darna episode and whoosh! i am off to the meeting..
pag dating ko ang dami nanag tao!! haha lusaw lahat ng college.. :P

so yun.. first oreder of business, households.. puro 13 and 15 year olds akin.. :P okay lang hehe.. once a month daw magmeet.. sana kakayanin..

gosh ang busy ng life ko ngayon!!! every weekend unil august is accounted for.. thankfully hindi lahat ng sunday..

*intermission: wala akong ym!!! ayaw niya maglog in!!! so nirereinstall ko na!! haha msgr6 na ulit ako.. byebye beta!! :P*

so yun. tapos yung issues with asking permission. waivers daw etc.. tapos un.. fellowship!!! woohoo!! tawa ng tawa with kate and eliza.. some college talk syempre :P

so yun.. what about my classes?

uh.. eng12 boring as ever, math17 superantok ang abot ko at naiintindihan ko na ang magandang lesson!, socsci made new friends at napagalitan ni mam.. :P

me: *talking to santy* alam mo ba kung sino ang date ni claro nung second prom?
santy: sino?
me: *points to AM* siya
santy: oh?
am: dont! that was a picture date! dont remind me!
santy: bakit? gwapo naman si claro ah!
am and i look at each other and laugh hard.. syempre pinagalitan na kami haha labo..

ang pangalan na ni princess ay goblin.. or kung ayaw mo niyan, berdugo.. :P

ang lala talga ng babaeng un manapak!! oh diba?? pulang pula braso ko for the rest fo the socsci period!!

un.. nagblockbooster muna after class para panoorin sila carlo.. baka nanalo sila? ano kaya nangyari?? hmm..

nagsnack with cassy, bumalik, umalis at nagtambay. boring walang magawa.. nagyayang magstroll si bruce. labo talga ng putek..

so inikot namin ang buong acad oval. oh di ba? ang saya! at nakabalik na sa tambay.. nagbasa ng apps logbook at inaasar si bern.. para masaya di ba??

umalis nung gusto na nilang lumafor *kumain, gayspeak*.. nagpunta sa likod ng eng'g at nagfishballs ang iba, ang iba kumain talga ng kanin sa aristocart.. kinda bonding.. maramirami tao dahil may play silang kelangan panoorin nun..

nung papunta na sila sa play umuwi na kami.. inantok sa fx, sa jeep at sa kung saan saan pa.. haha labo. :P

un.. un na ang araw ko..

medyo vague hindi ba?

tinatamad ako ngayon eh..

shheeettt!!

magvovolleyball uaap watching ba ako sa sunday?? para 8am-1pm volleyball uaap, 1-2pm lunch, 2-4pm up vs nu, 5-6pm pauwi, 630-740pm mass???

ano ba??? eng12 long test ko na sa tues!!! *haha layo pala :P*

okay so medyo pinupush ko na ang buhay ko.. eh kung hindi naman ako maguaap, magmemetro manila praisefest naman ako ng 12 onwards!!! not so bad pero pag naguaap nalang ako may isang libreng game na ako haha dahil libre ang napakagandang uaap volleyball games.. :P

sasali ba ako ng sikad? parang masaya, pero alam ko namang wala akong masyadong alam.. at astig wed afternoons ang ako mappreoccupy dun except kung magfufutsal rin ako.. kakayanin ko ba ito??

nagpredict si tito mike na magtotop ten ako this first year. as if. right after i have resolved i wouldnt put effort in ie.. haha.. if only di ba?? if only..

ang sad, lilipasan na ako gn screening time ng pinoy blonde.. how sad can that be??

anyway.. i am blowing my whole two weeks savings on cassy. haha you know i love you naman eh. problema ngayon ang gift for momz!! if i blow everything on cass then momz will have a very belated gift nalang.. sorry momz.. but cass is the one who wont be here after another two weeks :(

*reading ONTD, a gossip blog*

so britney IS having twins.. people are saying her tummy's too big unless it's two or a giant baby :P

are nick lachey and jessica simpson actually happily married? they think not..

yun.. ayoko na..

haha bwiseeeeeeetttt!!! ayaw talga magopen ng ym!!! whyyyyyy??? whyy???

haha ang sad ko naman.. :P

UP!!! we're gonna win?? hehe sana

high day. recited oodles in eng1.. haha just to show the teacher i can be participative if i want! iuuno na namin ito ni brucie!! haha..

math was okay. panagalitan kami ni mitch.. si tazha kasi eh..

tazha: patag! patag! *whispered*
me: oh?
t: bwal tingin sa taas, tingin ka sa floor
me *follows*: oh?
t: ilan electric fan sa room 303?
me: 5?
t: no! 4!! *tawa*

masama tingin ni sir so nagstop kami.

nung nagpakita ng piecewise fxn si sir, sinabi ko kay mitch na isang taon bago ko nagets yun. tapos biglang si sir, nakatingin na naman ng masama sa amin!!! ano ba yan!! tapos pinaanswer niya samin ni mitch yung ginagwa sa board eh si mitch hindi nakikinig, kopya lang ng kopya, sa kanya tinanong! hehe.. babawi kami!!! :P

so yun. matapos yung class, nun lang nagroll call si sir. backwards alphabetically!!!! so yun huli kaming umalis ng room. bwisit..

haha okay lang i guess.. diretsong bio. kung saan inantok ako ng matindi.. si claude rin walang ng will to listen haha.. pareho kaming gulay haha..

sabi siya ng sabi na parang ayaw na niya gumalaw .. haha.. onga nakaktamad yung class kanina.. mostly dahil alam ko na rin naman yung sinasabi ni maam.. ang sad.. tapos tinanung ko kung bakit nagbio1 si claude, sabi niya dahil yun na lang imbes na physics o chem.. onga onga.. hehe.. sobrang inaantok na kami parehi na kaming uiinom ng tubig at intervals kung kelan pinakalusaw na kami.. haha..

mam: this is the three legged chicken, you see, the scientists play with these animals. what does a chicken need 3 legs for?
classmate: more chicken legs!
mam: yes..
classmate: at adidas
claude: ano yung tawag sa kinakain na chicken feet?
me: adidas. chicken feet.
c: ah. adidas.. yung isaw yung intestines..
me: yeah
c: *laughing*
me: bakit?
c: naguguluhan na ako.. ilan nga ba paa ng chicken? 2? 4? *laughing*
me: dalwa lang! *laughing*
c: gosh sobra na ito.. *laughing*
me: pano pag math problem? there are 18 legs on the farm how many cows and chickens are there.. ? *laughing*
c: haha four-legged chickens!! *laughing*

fun! after that we were given an assignment.. pedigree our family.. grandparents to this generation.. okay lang...

then i run off to meet people.. i see juanchi and joba with the okaylooking dude from tlc who is now in UP.. then i head over to the tambay where a lot of people are.. haha

tawa ng tawa with bern.. as in yung aso laugh ko.. tapos si denice trabahio na naman nanghuhula for the clubbers.. :P

left at 330 to meet nina and cass at AS. we wait for a while tapos nasa AS lobby lang pala sila! haha.. nagtaxi papuntang ateneo, dinaanan namin si hazy sa kfc... :P

we get there the score is 5-7 *ata* basta DLSU leading.. i had prepared myself that UP would be losing to la salle so medyo hindi ako nagulat.. tapos biglang shit! ang ganda! nagtie nung end ng second qtr, up by 4 UP nung halftime!


oh yes!!

todo sigaw at sayaw na kami nito!! nung una kasama ko sila cass at hazy at nina pero lumipat ako sa mga ie dahil hindi gumagalaw ang mga ito.. haha

pagdating ko dun may exxag version ng cheers si stevie, si jodie naliligo na sa pawis at si denice parang sinasapian..oh ha??

ginagaya rin nila yung mga dlsu cheerleaders haha..

oh yun masaya.. pauwi si princess nagpasiklab ng kanyang matinding pagmumura.. haha putek bi yun sakin! :P

haha so yun.. umuwi na ako at ngayon nandito na! baka magchampion UP!!! kaya?

onga pala 56-61 ang score :P

at si princess ay bibgyan namin ng bagong pangalan na mas fit sa kanyang ugali.. haha ano kaya iyon?? basta hindi princess!!! :P

i do not know why i am blogging again

but i am.
how sad of me.
i have yet yo discover what drove my all filipino entries..

or almost all-filipino

anyway...

rpinting out the history etc stuff on ie club

maybe reading up on it will make me more motivated to get people to sign my sig sheet

plus i have yet to meet my buddies who i think i already know..

damn tinatamad naman talga ako namagapply pa pero nandun narin naman ako dahil i thought i really needed to make friends. which i think i do.

i have tolod brucie and jodie that i am staying in ie. i wont like it. i wont excel, im just staying. to hell with people who are going to say im an ass for letting my grades be all 3's. i dont fucking shit hell care. as long as i graduate im fine. im not aspiring to be cum laude anymore, i do not want to exert myself.

so it's kind of assholish of me to spend yet another 5 years simply floating through the curriculum on the filipino people's money. i dont care anymore. im going to be a braindead freakshow when i work. yes i have absolutely no interest in my course. that should be apparent by now.

bakit ako nandito? dahil dito ako bumagsak. my mom said i could shift and i want to. but i wont. i wont because money is a factor.

i wont dahil may pera sa IE pero wala sa MBB.

sure right now my fortes are english, hum bio and movie lines meaning i either should have gotten an eng course (creative writing? i dunno) or a bio (MBB)...

so there. i shall either have to learn to love eng'g or submerge myself in my ever-dependable distraction that is calle dnot going home.

i cried when i didnt get into MBB. i was kind of confident i got into UPD so it wasnt really a relief. but MBB shit. i was counting on not getting in, but when i realized where i end up, it just hurt more.

engineering. anyone who knew me for the past four years would never guess. im sure. they are surprised to find out even now

i want to shift. fuck shit hell yeah. but i cant. i cant risk not finishing a four year course in 5 years. i cant risk not getting a job right after college. it is my greatest fear in life to not get a job.

yeah shitty life i say.

ayoko nalang talaga..

parang nacountereact na lahat ng kasiyahan ko sa bagong bag at laces ko noh? actualy..

and anyway depressed parin ako. so sad. i now have 3 pending books. that is shit in my life i say.

damn life. and tomorrow, i have to wake up again and trudge to classes i dont care to atttend, talk to people i hope will be my friends and spend time trying to find more and more distractions..

bakit ba kasi walang bio eng sa UP??

anyway.. people i barely know are huggier than my pisay friends.. yeah actualy pisay peeps and i are turning huggy pero stil... yun..

bahala na nga.. ayoko na.. i will trudge the five years.. like i trudged my high school life...

i have a new bag!! let us rejoice!!!

i have resolved to put effort in eng1.. so tonight i am off to read the entore book since i have no idea what pages he told us to read.

that's fine, i've read most of the book before anyway..

im in good mood right now. moslty because i bought stuff.. haha whattareason!

anyway.. yes, i have a new bag, and i also bought bright pink laces!!! and the new seventeen.. :D

i realize i should have just bought the new ink instead of 17 coz i like raymond guttierez more than i like kelly misa.. but oh well it is done..

natalo kami sa blockbooster kanina.. oh well.. nakaattend ako ng first full meeting ko ng ie10!!! woohoo!!

nung hinihintay nalang naming matapos sila miggy sa game nila lumapit sakin yung nakalaban ata namin.. oh no wait.. yung player before us pala un.. un.. ung group na puro assumptionista.. sympre alam kong assumptionista sila..

so yun lumapit sila at tinanung kung saan ako nagaral before sabi ko pisay at AA, tapos tinanung nila kung bakit freshman na ako.. syempre inexplain ko na nagpisay na ako after grade6.. so yun sila parang.. so kilala mo si lau at kaypz? oo.. hehe

tapos yun lumapit na daw sila dahil sobrang pinagiisipan daw nila kanina pa kung bakit ako college na eh lower batch ako.. haha napak-odd ne experience..

i knew they were assumptionistas but i didnt dare go near.. haha sabi nila i was familiar which is amazing to me since some of my batchmates in AA remember me.. at oonga pala! nung sunday may activity tapos may kagroup kami nila eliza na kilala niya daw ako. magkaklase daw ata kami.. yun.. kaklase ko nung GRADE 1!!! haha hindi ko na siya alala pero alala niya ako..

bad trip.. bad trip na naman ako. ang tanga kong kapatid ay nangangailangang gumamit ng computer.. sabi niya ako nagsira ng mouse at naguubos ng net.. sino ba naguupdate at naglilinis ng files aber?

sipain ko siya eh.. bahala siya ang tandatanda na ng mouse na yun eh.. gaga..

pag ako may net card hinding hindi ko siya pagagamitin.

____________________

yung bag ko ay galing heartstrings kaya may stitching siya na nakasulat "heart rules" naisip kong takpan ito ng button/pin collection ko..
yung mga "i like you,i'll kill you last" na dating nasa bag ko.. akala ko hindi ko na ito mahahahanap at kakailanganin pang bumili ng mga bago.. buti nalang nakatago pala sa desk ko somewhere.. so yun.. narevive ang kanyang purpose!!! may buttons ang bag ko..

smells like sunshine

malay ko kung bakit yan ang title ko pero feel ko lang magtyp

"wala na yatang ibang magagawa kundi tumawa..." -mata, mojofly

hindi ko feel magblog pero gusto ko lang sabihin na malabo lang ang lahat ng mga tao. siguro sinabi ko dati na hindi ganun kaweird ang mga taong nakilala ko pero hindi yun totoo. mga shy lang sila nung time na yun.

at ngayon kalog na kung kalog.

shet, astig si tazha. read her blog. YM the link from me since i dont think she wants it publicized. anyway..

chatting with justin kanina at nagddrama siya. ipinagtaka ko lang kung paano ako nakakapagblog ng tagalog at nakikipagchat ng ingles, seryoso nakapagtataka na hindi ako hesitant na makipagconverse sa mga lumang kaibigan sa wikang dayuhan pero hirap sa paggamit nito sa mga newfound friends. seriously. i am thinking in tagalog now. but im trying to make it into english.

it doesnt feel right for me to write in filipino. it sneds a message to myslef that ia ma depressed which i may be. sometimes i dont know anymore..

im trying to type in englsih and it is surprisingly hard. i think and talk fdast in english. hiany hinay lang pag tagalog at feel ko yun ang gusto kong gawin ngayon. ang magbagal muna.

so ngayon feel ko super duper conyo na ng aing blog dahi pabalikbalik ako sa english tapos filipino..

shet i want to be un bangag modes. and i know i cant. maybe tomorrow i will think that i do not want to go to school anymore..
shit. i hate the feeling.

as i said in my poem it is strange for us pisay peeps to long for our high schoold ays back while the others love college so wholly.


i guess we grew too attached to each other.

i want to speak for myself on cassy's departure.

i dont want to believe that the day will come that there will be no cassy to look for. no cassy to be bangag with. no cassy just be there.

i dont want you to leave cass. seriously. in the past just how many months i've actually known you, it just seems wrong that we'd have to part. i guess i was amazed that after three years of barely acknowledging each other's existence we discover how similar we are. or how different in a complementary way.. i cant type now.. it's been a talking dryspell since the tabulas down time. yeah trying out diffrent blogs has dampened my blogging spirit,,

it is the second day in a row i considered not blogging...

blockbooster black

i have decided to blog offline beacuse ym and other sites have always kept me busy when i try to blog online. thus the odd shift of topics and sometimes forgotten blog entries.. oh yes..

i woke up at 745 today instead of 530. yes how very sad. i got to eng12 at 9. so all is well..

had blockbooster quiz today. lost one, won one. yay! :D

we got 10 points for the first one which we lost and i am proud to say i got all of those! (yabang eh :P) may answers: salty and sigarilyo.

oh di ba??

haha nung second panalo kahit di parin namin nakuha ung math question. shit ang tagal ko marealize na mali ginawa ko. sin30/tan45 kasi. 1/2 lang pala akala ko 2 dahil nireciprocal ko pa yung 1/2 dahil iniisip ko nasa ilalim siya.. damn noh? okay lang.. panalo parin!

black shirt day kanina (eng'g cup, black ang kulay ng ie, eh) kaya naglalakad kami magkakasama nakablack lahat. oh ha? pwede nang mga tambay sa labas ng concert! haha

ang init lang though.. hindi na kami nakapaglunch dahil sa block booster so diretsong math, mga gutom pa yung iba. ang daming nakablack kanina! aliw! at sabi ni GAMV, pag maingay daw pagpasok niya tom may quiz! haha okay lang sakin!!! haha joke. :P sabi niya kasi dapat kanina meron pero di maingay dahil wala kami nila bruce dun haha..

so yun. better be careful in math. in all fairness nagparticipate ako sa class kanina. nung last 15 minutes lang ako naglong for the outside world at tumitig sa mga kaklase namin.. :P

socsci may movie ulit, kulitan with am. as always.. pumunta siya dun sa pinoy blonde promotion thing nun so un.. ako naman diretsong tamabay dahil wala akong load pangtanong kay cass kung nasan siya..

duh tambay.. haha nakibonding kayla tazha, orel at brucie..

nagopening ang eng cup at nakinood kami.. si ate rashell ang muse ng ie! haha may 03 na sumigaw sa likod "weh rashell! tomboy yan!" which is true. medyo.. haha.. yun umalis narin kami soon after at hinatid si berenice sa kanyang boarding house. putakte ang layo!! haha at ang option mo lang talga ay lakarin!

haha pero masya naman ang aming paglalakad. kasama ko sila jodie at stevie.. :D

nung pauwi nangimbita si stevie sa pangasinan.. libre pagkain at bahay daw! hehe 220 lang one way trip at kung kakayanin niya daw ililibre niya yung pauwi haha.. 54 peso busride away lang daw siya from baguio so kung isang linggo kami dun pwedeng magbaguio ng isang araw! oh ha?? may mga resort rin daw kaya pwede magbeach! astig!! may bundok rin daw kaya pwede maghiking etc..

haha a cheaper alternative to spending the whole week in baguio and needing 3000.. sa pangasinan isang libo solb ka na!!!

sana matuloy!!

nakasabay ko si santy pauwi. galing daw siya sa pagddrawing para sa kule. masya siya! op course. at kilala niya daw si elgin.. hmm.. so yun na ung araw ko.. onga pala. nananakit ang aking legs at shoulders from football and cartwheels respectively..

oh yes feel the burn!! haha.. okay lang.. :D

gah! gift for momz! gah! told ruth i'd be tambay-ing tom so baka bumalik nalang akong UP after namin bumili ng tix for the UAAP game on thurs..

haha ang dami namin!!! si jodie, brucie, bern, ching, nina, miggy?, sandy!!! yay!! dami=masaya!!

haha ang labi hindi na kami magmomovie bukas dahil may game ng 2-4 yung guys.. sad.. at si tazha baliw, ipropose ba na magdvd marathon sa bahay ko?? sa bahay niya kaya?? haha labo talga.. pero someday sana..

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yun.. wala na akong masulat pa dahil OL na ako ngayon haha..

nagDDL ako ng what;s up by 4nonblondes dahil naisip ko na dapat pinakikinggan ko ang 5-year old self ko more.. yes fave song ko to nun. labo ko noh?

yun at dalwang songs by the killers on david c's recommdation.. :D

wala lang.. found tazha's blog *actually she told me where to find it.. * i find it interesting as always.. at onga pala!! in the wayward world of my un-unique face, kamukha ko si tazha sa pic ng mata niya *yes napakalabo..*

and yes, ang sad ng buhay.. kelangan ko iangat ang grades ko sa math at eng1, eng12.. sa socsci wala pa akong paki at sa bio kaya ko yan *feeler noh?*

so yun., ngayon upon din's request i have to find the tagboard option or how to put one up here and i have to find how to enable anonymous commenting.. haaay..

ang sad naman..

saw tazha's profile of sorts on blogspot.. weird pic.. haha ang sama pero seriously she looks different..

i am painfully envious of everyone with ong hair. so from now until forever i will not cut my hair.. yes so sad.. if only i could get longer hair faster..

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napagisip ako kaninang umaga papunta sa UP. ang galing ni cassy. mag-isip i mean. as in seriously.

ang pagbblog ay hindi masyado pinagiisipan unless syempre essay yun na pnrewrite mo na..

wala lang.. ang galing lang ni cass.. go to her blogspot ..

malay ko ba kung gagana ung html sa mode na to..
basta..
tinatamad na akong magblog further

and i want to watch sugo! :P

bye

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so hindi narin ako nakanuod ng sugo..

add na naman ba ako ng tula dito?

kung nawala ka iiyak ako
hindi tayo matalik na magkaibigan pero iiyak ako
hindi dahil may mali akong ginawang hindi ko naisorry
hindi dahil may utang ka saking pera
hindi dahil hindi ko nasabing importante ka
pero dahil mali lang na mawala ka sa sarili mong kamay

walang dahilan para maging ganito
pinatay mo na sarili mo
pinatay mo pa ang ignoranteng pangarap naming nakakilala sa iyo

hindi tamang ipagkait ang sarili ng pag-asang magbago
hindi rin tamang ipagkait ang iba ng kanilang kabataan

mali lang kung isipin
pano mo man tingnan
ang natatanging ginawa mo sa iyong pagpaslang sa sarili
ay mamatay ng walang dahilan
ng mawala dahil sa walang katuturang mga pagiisip

*tapos*

maiisip mo ba kung paano na ang buhay mo
sa kabilang parte ng mundo

minsan nagtatawanan o naguusap
bigla akong mapapatigil
at iisipin kung paano ang mundo ko kung hindi ako pilipino

siguradong kakaiba
walang jip
walang fx
walang UP
at siguradong walang sumisigaw ng "tangina mo!" sa mga kaligiran

hindi naliligo araw araw ang mga tao
at mga mayayaman lang ang may maid
at ang pumapasok sa private school

iba lang ano?
may mga blonde at redhead pagtalikod mo
hindi uso ang text
iisa lang ang lengwaheng naiinindihan mo
concern mo na ang pagiipon ng pera para sa college hayskul palang

*tatapusin ibang oras*

eto na!

so eto na ang kasiyahan ng mundo ko.. siguro ito na magiging new blog ko dahil di ko pa fully magets kung pano gumagana ang diary-x..

AT!!! pangit ang template dun haha i have to wait until i get myself to make a layout!!

so ito..

ang araw ko

naka 1/10 sa eng1 quiz haha. bad yes. kami lang ni brucie sa class ang less than 5. what did you expect? neither of us read.. haha.. okay lang na-bore sa class, muntikl na makatulog..

after nun, tambay syempre. nandun na naman si tazha at nakaymiggy pala ang aking sigsheet!!! woohoo!! so yun.. nagwolf wolf ng sandali.. kumain ng lunch at nagplanong manood ng UAAP UP vs DLSU sa thurs.. why not chocnut?? hehe

nagtoki papuntang math at nagsaya ng di oras before class. malay ko hyper eh. walang mgagawa.. nakuha ang resulta ng test at passing ako. as in kung ano passing yun yung grade ko! oh yes! exactong 60%!!! si tazha halimaw, sabi ng sabing tatalon na 47/60 pala.. tsk, tsk. siya ang pag-asa ng OLOPSC!!! rinig mo rj?? may pag-asa kayo!!

haha anyway.. bio class, inantok ng onti, nadiri ng onti, nanood ng film na napanood ko na dati sa bio3..

matapos ang bio class, tumambay ng ilang minuto sa AS steps at nagtungo sa claro m. recto hall para sa blockbooster nila miggy. nanalo sila nung first round pero talo ung second against the wonderful patrick ramoso..

so yun..

tinanong ko kung bakit wala pa kaming sched, tinext pala nila ako at si claro! eh pareho kaming di macellfone! so yun buti nalang hindi rin sumipot kalaban namin.. so may sched kami tom ng 10-1130 at 4-530. oo 530 ang sad noh? pero okay lang yan kaya yan!

matapos iyon dumiretso ako sa AS steps at nakitamabay kayla ching etc. dumating si kate at joy at hinintay si faye. dumating si faye at hinintay namin si hazel. dumating rin siya at kami'y nagtungo sa eng'g. kinuha ko ang bag ko at sumakay kami papuntang agham road.. naglakad at hindi pinapasok. naghintay ng 15 minutes para papasukin. nakapasok, nagbihis, nakilaro.

ang labo ng mga laab ngayon. si lissan lalo. sobrang labo kanina. nakilala ko ang mga bagong miyembro. sila cindy, athena, lianne, giane, jean, atbp. masya. talo kami. wlaa akong paki masya.

may nabila akong book sa one hour stay ko sa sta lu today (nakauwi ako 910, syempre napagalitan).. i bought soccer focus. it is a book on soccer published in the earloy 80's haha fun! na bwiset ako sa booksale dahil may hardbound copy sila ng "i dont know how she does it" na bente pesos lang.. opo, 20 lang po.. shet noh? isipin mo 80 ung akin eh paperbackk. pero no regrets dahil minahal ko yun nung nabasa ko..

okay. so dapat irecap ko ang weekend ko pero tinatamad ulit ako..

nagkaroon ako ng panaginip kagabi, nandun si din, c3 at chie *archie* nagseseminar daw kami sa mga normal high school students at aliw na aliw magtapon ng caps ala april boy si chie at c3.. yung isa pisay-yfc cap. ang labo noh? yun..

gusto ko ng 20 peso book!!! waaaah!!!

will post on weekend i promise, wiil post on my stand on the gloriagate scandal, wil post on my thoughts on phil gov't, will post on how the US differs from the phil, wil post on the new pisay rules, wil post on the book i bought, will post on how i will not become a cum laude at the end of 5 years..

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binasa ko ang blog ni cassy at naisip kong tumula. kanina pa akong nagtatagalog malay ko kung bakit.

parang iba ano
sila
iniisip na mas maganda ito
pero tayo
mga tol, mga pare, mga tsong
gusto nating balikan ang pinaghirapang gapangin
kakaiba nga tayo mga dudes.

ayaw nating bitawan ang munting imperperktong paraiso nating mahal
ang mahal nating alma mater.
kung isipin mo
atat pa tayo nun umalis
pero ngayong nakasalang na sa init ng mundo ang ating mga sarili
naiisip nating paraiso nga ang lugar na iyon
at ang tunay na impyerno ang mga nilalakaran nating lugar ngayon

madayang ito ang ituring ko
sa bagong lugar
pero sa kalooblooban ko
nararamdaman ko ang sakit
na manibago
sa akala ko'y alam ko na

*tapos*

my weekend

yes i have resolved my dillema.. i will be using blogger while i am unable to use tabulas.. permanently moving is an option but maybe after my blog's first birthday..

so i now own 7 (!) blogs!!!!

1. tabulas: www.tabualas.com/~cerealkiller
2. livejournal: www.livejournal.com/users/patagy
3. diaryland: http://patagy.diaryland.com
4. blogger: www.patagy.blogspot.com
5. 1up *dont mind that*
6. diary-x: whihc i have yet to confirm
7. blog-city: http://patagy.blog-city.com

oh di ba saya?

haha..

anyway.. i wil blog what i wanted to blog and will blog on my tabulas when it is up at last..

i left my house at 6 am yesterday and got home at 8pm today

how fun is that???

i went to the CJSS kasi..

fun of course as always, i realize now that my ie friends are kalog. as if hindi ko sinuspetsa dati haha

we met at 7 sa harap ng eng'g.. when i arrived si tazha palang nandun. sabi niya si jodie at princess nasa loob daw. okay. we wait a while, orel arrives, then brucie, then bern...

a lot later si mitch naman.. :P then jireh...

we hang around and pair orel and tazha up for season four while the princess-jai thing is going strong.. we get seperated and i am in a car with mitch and tasacoly... i realize tazha is extremely smart and i get scared of her. see? i am scared of smart people.. haha ang labo.. nagAJSS kasi siya and she competes in intershos etc.. parang shet, she;s damn fucking smart. can i take that, haha.. tapos first honorable mention siya or something. basta may award but she says she did almost nothing in senior year. i am humbled beyond belief.

we get there and hangout outside. labo talga ng mga tao.. :P

we go upstairs and we are divided once more as proctors. it was okay mitch and i answered some of the questions and he taught me some gayspeak again and we played hangman..

then we went out when the kids were done with the test so that tim could teach tehm the answers.. we hung out with tazha, orel, brucie and basically everyone plus cj *she arrived late*

si bern as usual medyo baliw, si miggy as usual medyo hyper.. trallala.. nagsayang ipair up alaht ng magkatabi. dapat si jod-tazha paro sabi ni tazha

"ano ba hindi pwede.."
me: bakit?
"kasi kami na dati ni jod, bf ko yan dati, but now we're friends"

obviously she was joking.. but pretty much everyone was hilarious that day..

memories:

miggy going round and round the pole like monkey *that sounds bad haha*
jod doing front flips and backbends
bruce squishing everyone..
princess being herself

haha

we then leave at 12 to go to araneta so ate gb drives us there.. sila ceej kay jon sumabay though

kasama ko sa likod si tazha at orel

gb: hey dont squish my paper bag!
me: inayos na ni orel
orel: si tazha nagayos
tazha: hindi nassquish yung paper bag
m: wow whattaterm squish. "your name is squishy and you shall be my squishy"
jod: squishy!
g: wag niyo isquish yung paper bag! *laughter*
g: may bra ako dyan!
m: orel, may bra daw siya dyan!
*laughter*

wala alng hyper

later naguusap na tapos may mga inserted na mura syempre.

gb: bwala magmura sa car ko ha!
tazha: bawal mag mura? oh fuck!

shet hilarious... we then eat at mcdo q.ave where there are these dressed up metrosexual stereotypic men.. chat with princess, jodie, ceej and bern...

we head off to the mrt station and ride. duh. it is packed so we are standing. bern is my stronghold dahil nung biglang nagsurge forward yung train i hugged her to keep myself from falling. haha labo.. we arrive at the station and get wet going to the entrance of araneta. bruce got a bad cut from place unknown. we then seperate wehn bern and i head in in hope of finding seats while the others buy tickets. i absentmindedly leave my bag with jodie.

bern and i are unable to find seats but we do find c3, chow, joba and jamel. we hang out witht them a while.. later nina and ching find me.

shet magtrash talk ng uste si bern haha..

i will list down some of her statemetns some other time..

so we watch. uber ganda ng game haha..

up down by 7 in the last 5 minutes. but up by 3 in the end!! oh di ba?

so papunta sa despedida kumakanta pa kami ng cheers haha..

hyper at the despedida but it dwindles later..

gusto ko yung opening ng party via the emcees

emcee/s: tell us where you are going to school and when you are leaving
*they answer*
bobit: lahat mgagandang school. speaking of schools, diba nanalo ang maganda nating school kanikanina lang.. ?
*everyone sings uh-nibersidad with bino doing the drum part. eya stand up and goes acroos the room to hug pizza in mock hurt*

oh di ba?? fun?? haha labo

i dont plan to delve on the rest of that night now.. i am painfuly sleepy and i still need to fix my bag for tom.. hurrah for my blogger acct.. later na nga lang seryso.. more than 3 hours na ako OL.. :P

OMG! i love blogger!!

haha i have found the blog host that presents the entry in the time accdng to country and not accdng to the user's pc time!!! how happy am i??

bakit naman kasi down ang tabulas when i have a whole weekend to type about??

bad trip na putek..

and to think this is the third host i have tried tonight!!

1. livejournal
2. diaryland
3. blogger!!

buti hindi na muna ako ngdiary-x *yung kay eya* and i have not stooped so low as to get a friendster blog acct.. haha!

will post about weekend after this :P

p.s. ay shit.. tama yung date mali yung time.. i think that's US time or something.. sad.. i may still try diary-x...